Friday, July 31, 2009

"ooooooo Joss!"

Joss is starting to smile on cue now :) Along with many other things. One thing he does all the time right now is tell something "HI" then wave at it, and then blow it a kiss. For instance if he sees a light or a bus or a cat...it usually goes something like this: "oooooo ball (wave) HI ball (blow kiss)". I keep meaning to get it on video...

He likes to get me and Dallas to kiss too. If we're trying to get him to give us kisses (which he does a lot now too) he'll put his hand on our face and push us toward the other with a look on his face like "go on now". He'll do that over and over until he's gotten enough kisses out of us.
I had another appointment at the clinic yesterday, and it was another 6 hour morning... UGH! Lord, please let this baby be developed and ready to come very soon. I don't want to have to go to 4 or 5 more visits there. All I can say is those of you that have insurance (in the USA or Bahamas), be so thankful. I know you have to pay for stuff and things like that, but it is so much nicer and comfortable in the private clinics and offices. Say a little prayer for all those folks having to go to the gov't clinics...they can offer free or low healthcare, but it comes at a cost.
Luckily, I got to see one of the doctors that might actually be at the hospital this week. She was VERY nice compared to the jerk I saw last week. She was very supportive of a VBAC and just had a much more positive bedside manner. I may have physically harmed someone if I had seen another doctor like the guy last week after waiting around for 6 hours yesterday, so thank you Lord for at least throwing me that bone :)
I'm really unsure what to expect for the hospital situation down here. Nancy and I tried to go and take a quick peek or tour of the labor and delivery area the other day and the nurses wouldn't let us go in. Nancy got a little peek of the recovery area and said it looked nice though. My biggest concern right now is that I won't be able to have Dallas back there with me during the labor or delivery. If it is really crowded when I go into labor, they said it will probably just be me and a midwife (I'm excited about working with a midwife). But they said if it's slow, there's a slight CHANCE he might be allowed back with me. Please pray that he will be able to come back with me. It just seems like you should be allowed to have at the very least your husband with you during that time. There are so many uncertainties when dealing with any birth, and I know I'll be that much stronger if I have my "support system" (Dallas) with me.

I'm feeling great (as long as I'm in AC) and feeling Baby Emit move all the time. It's fun talking to him and calling him by name. I will be VERY happy when he is ready to come! I'll get it posted as soon as I can when he does!

Thank you all for the support and encouragement along the way!






5 comments:

Gna said...

Hey Tamara, I just wanted to give you a few words of encouragement. I know it's hard getting anything done in a timely manner on the rock, but it sounds like your dealing with it a lot better than I do (and I grew up there). I have had a couple friends who have had successful VBAC's so you will be fine. You also need to fight to get Dallas back there with you. Like my husband says..."the squeaky wheel get the grease" so be loud. If you need help with anything I can give my mom a call...she knows how to get things done on that Island and knows everyone. I wish you a happy and safe delivery and stay strong and God Bless!!!

Erika said...

Wow, I can't imagine not being allowed my husband during labor! I'd definitely be complaining and not cooperating until my husband was allowed to be there!

And after hearing about your experiences with health care, it scares me to think that we might be forced into gov't healthcare soon. I really hope the congressmen wise up and don't vote that in!

Cynthia said...

Dear God, Please watch over "my" baby - keep her safe for the remainder of her pregnancy and during labor and delivery of Emit Jacn. Allow the midwife, and if necessary the physicians, to use the skills you have blessed them with. You know our fears and concerns, help us to know the joy of your presence. If it be your will, please make it possible for Dallas to be with Tamara during the birth of their second son.
We thank you, our Lord and Savior, for the mercy, grace and love that has already been given to us all.
Amen

Cynthia said...

Hugs and kisses for Jossy and his beautiful smile!!!
Grammy Cc

Anonymous said...

Hang in there Sis! You are one tough cookie. Give Joss a kiss and Emit a pat for me. I love you! I will post lots of pics of the loft soon.